idup ak lagi best..kalkulator yg diwajibkan beli berharga rm460 tu rupe2nye xleh gune paper 1 maths n paper 1 chem....ape ke sngal punye IBO...
btw..ak dberi plihan, untuk amek physic atau econs...klu econs, ak terhad untuk g univrsity ramaiah n manipal ..both kelolaan MSU..so klu graduate, ak dpt sijil Manipal melake..tp die akan try gak bg sijil india..kire mungkin dpt 2 sijil la..itu pun klu dpt fly n abes degree..lg satu.. ramaiah favours four students from MSU foundation..Manipal plak bg 50 tmpat je untuk plajar msia..kire x secure la tmpat..haiz..ak pon xtau pe yg sial sgt MARA ni..
klu ak amek physic plak, ak dpt pluang untuk masuk Uni2 laen kat india, n sememangnya uni2 tu antara yg top2 gak la kat sana n malah kat dunia gak..tp yg bangangnye, ak tersangat lah lemah ngan physic..ak bukan cam seha, ske physic n de chemistry ngan physic teacher..ak tersangatlah nyampah ngan physic..walopon cume Physic standard Level (phsyic SL), tp die punye core pon da susah..ckgu ckp kesusahan die 2/3 dr physic higher level (physic HL) mcm wan amek...topik core HL n SL same, yg beza cume aditional topik yg HL kne amek..ak wat bandingan ngan bio, subjek yg ak minat n ckgu pon da bomb bagus, die punye core mmg topik spm tp deeper, n deeper die tu pun ak da cungap..itu bio! subjek yg ak minat..dengan cikgu bio ak yg semamngnye bagus tahap gaban..klu physic? dengan cikgu yg baru je lepas interview nk ngajor IB..pempuan lak tu..haiz.. wallahualam...
cikgu bio n econs ak mcm suro ak amek econs..member ak pon mcm tu gak..tp mmg byk yg bunyi nk amek physic..sme pasal xnk dpt sijil MSU n nk secure places kat india...cikgu bio ak tunjuk result budak KMB dlu yg die ajar..paling bodo dapt 38...sedangkan kat KMS 38 da jd tere gile da..die push ak suro achieve 40 n above..highest is 45..nk pkir2, btol gak..apsal org len bole ak xle..klu dpt 40 n above..ak qualify untuk g UK n ireland mahupun australia...tp maths kne 6 la..maths nk dpt 5 pon payah...btol gak ckp ckgu aku..drpd ak rissau amek physic, bek ak amek econs yg rileks siket n fokus maths..
tp itupun klu ak berupaya dapat 40..mara nk 35point je untuk membolehkan aku fly..tp klu nk secure tmpat untuk g india (yg sememangnya ak nk gi india n da jatuhh ati ngan india)..just get good points! haiz..ak pon xtau la..maths ak sangat terumbang-ambing..
ni aku cite pasal fly2 ni..macam la terjamin dpt fly..ak hanya akan dapat fly klu dapat 35point..haiz..kata senior, nk dpt 30 pon susah..mangkuk hayun betol..sbelom ak masuk sini..makcik2 aku..jiran2 aku..jemaah surau aku..orang2 kampung aku..sme da tau ak NK GI INDIA N NK AMEK MEDIC!!! padahal ntah dpt fly ke x..ntah dapt amek medic ke x..haiz..sedihnye hidup ak ni..nilah hidup ak sekarang
~~copied the recent post in discussion in the friendster group "the 506 kitchen"~~
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Friday, September 12, 2008
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
Unpredictable Future
THE words of dr noraini and puan shima is still buzing in my head. it is time to decide, wether to take physic and drop econs, or continue wif the econs and ignore the bloody horrifying physics, or to take them both. the advantage of taking physics is i got higher chance of getting placement in other real Indian universities, rather than Manipal n Ramaiah which is conducted by the malaysian MSU. Polish and Checzh Unis also craves for physics, if i intend to go there. continuing econs and ignoring physics makes much differences, i dun hav to bother bout this hateful subject and continue wif my interesting econ classes. however, if that is my choice, i will only get two option, Manipal n Ramaiah, which is not yet secured as those 2 bloody unis might not be providing enuff places for Malaysian students.
However, all this things only works if i manage to get 35points and above ONLY!! It is really difficult to decide wether to take physics or not as my maths are way terrible than other students. Damn the Maths HL. I want to take medic just because i hate maths and physics and now I am required to take both???? I felt like i was cheated and it really makes me want to swear out loud. =(
the imagination of the word "up to you" coming from my parents' mouth has already lingered in my long-undefragmented brain. For sure that will be the first line they are going to say. However, I will ring them soon after i finish posting my new post in my blog, which read by a future-prosperous-human-gonna-be . (insyaAllah!)
This quite-suprising news were hailed by various kind of reaction. some screamed. some smiled. some laughed. some laughed with crinkles filling their foreheads. some even talked bout leaving IB. some also has put a threat to do a "mogok lapar" during the day. some suggested to join the Tindikan and become Alau's classmate. some just shut their mouth. some yelled at everybody to shut their mouth.
And some just ask the guidance from their Creator.
I did that.
and I will keep doing that.
_lordhosnidecroquignolet_
However, all this things only works if i manage to get 35points and above ONLY!! It is really difficult to decide wether to take physics or not as my maths are way terrible than other students. Damn the Maths HL. I want to take medic just because i hate maths and physics and now I am required to take both???? I felt like i was cheated and it really makes me want to swear out loud. =(
the imagination of the word "up to you" coming from my parents' mouth has already lingered in my long-undefragmented brain. For sure that will be the first line they are going to say. However, I will ring them soon after i finish posting my new post in my blog, which read by a future-prosperous-human-gonna-be . (insyaAllah!)
This quite-suprising news were hailed by various kind of reaction. some screamed. some smiled. some laughed. some laughed with crinkles filling their foreheads. some even talked bout leaving IB. some also has put a threat to do a "mogok lapar" during the day. some suggested to join the Tindikan and become Alau's classmate. some just shut their mouth. some yelled at everybody to shut their mouth.
And some just ask the guidance from their Creator.
I did that.
and I will keep doing that.
_lordhosnidecroquignolet_
Friday, September 5, 2008
Someday is everyday
It was horribly tiring last weekend when I decided to attend the reunion of MRSM TGB 06/7. the train, the midvalley, the road, the taxi was packed like sardines as it was 30th august, a day before the celebration of the National Day, which was celebrated way grand than the 1st day of Ramadhan on the 1st september. I met many of my ex-schoolmate and i fellt very happy as it has been long time since we were still be the so called TGBrianz. However, as the sun says gudbye, my leg started to kill me. felt like it can no longer support my bodyweight which was and is not suitable to use the term "light" to become the adjective. the same thing happened to Wajidi's and thats the time where we decided together with Fikri to call it a day.
I spent my Merdeka Nite in my beloved Blok Farabi here in Kolej MARA Seremban where its inmate were half there at that nite as many of them choosed to go back home. The boredom was almost not felt by any me due to the extereme tiredness and also a fascinating fireworks soaring to the beautiful Seremban sky at the strike of midnight, which was cheerfully hailed with a stand applaud and loud cheer of MERDEKA!!!! . I enjoy watching it from hostel with my other friends, where we kept shouting MERDEKA!! and also other words like mentega, pendekar, kalendar, sependar and lots of other long and unmemorised craps.
the next day was filled with homeworks and lab reports. I manage to cop extra Zs as I suffer the syndrome which the Malays called it excess Vitamin M. The next week was filled with uncomprehensible maths class, challenging biology class, heartthrobing chemistry class, and also the tarawikh prayer, where i always found my mind flew to other places rather than to be inside of his handsome, charming, pious, and outstanding master's head.
what a week!
I spent my Merdeka Nite in my beloved Blok Farabi here in Kolej MARA Seremban where its inmate were half there at that nite as many of them choosed to go back home. The boredom was almost not felt by any me due to the extereme tiredness and also a fascinating fireworks soaring to the beautiful Seremban sky at the strike of midnight, which was cheerfully hailed with a stand applaud and loud cheer of MERDEKA!!!! . I enjoy watching it from hostel with my other friends, where we kept shouting MERDEKA!! and also other words like mentega, pendekar, kalendar, sependar and lots of other long and unmemorised craps.
the next day was filled with homeworks and lab reports. I manage to cop extra Zs as I suffer the syndrome which the Malays called it excess Vitamin M. The next week was filled with uncomprehensible maths class, challenging biology class, heartthrobing chemistry class, and also the tarawikh prayer, where i always found my mind flew to other places rather than to be inside of his handsome, charming, pious, and outstanding master's head.
what a week!
Friday, August 22, 2008
Destruction of Daulah Khilafah
This video features the history how the Daulah Khilafah Islamiah has been destructed. Watch this video, and start doing something for ur ad deen!!
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
Who am I ?
It has been quite long since the last entry and the line “it has been” has been my favourite line for the introduction of my new entries. Well, again I had manage to come out with ideas to write a new post and here it is. Story began a few weeks ago when I spent my time texting Liyana and somehow we were talking bout our old buddies and this is the time where somehow the name Seha appeared. (both of them were my former classmates back at MRSM TGB). Liyana informed me that Seha is in KYUEM now, for the second call for the teachers-to-be programme under the Ministry of Education. I was stunned because i knew nothing bout that! well, then i suddenly felt guilty, for neglecting my frens. All of them. I felt very guilty as i dun even noe that Seha is going to replace Cikgu Suhaily the physic teacher one day! And Seha rang me last two saturday nite on the NITE OF PALESTINIAN TEARS and we had a nice chat. She storied me lots of things bout her new second home and how happy she is when she finally be in the place where nobody cares bout what she does or did or will do. She also said she miss me and all other frens while i said to her that i never have her in my mind at all ( just being egoistic to admit that sumtimes, i do remember her). She also scold me for being so "sombong" and i also apologise to her and i admit my sombong-ness.
Even after hours since we finally end our conversation that nite, while my mind still full of old memories since i was primary school and somehow, i felt that i just lost myself. It has nothing to do actually wif my conversation wif Seha, just made it as an intro.
I woke up the next morning and asking myself, "who am I?". The answer is of course not Spiderman! Have you ever felt the way that i feel now? You go on wif ur life and keep going on and keep going on, and one day, you realize that u r not urself. U had lost the real u while everybody besides u are no longer there. Its feel like u always look way forward infront of you and keep looking until u forgot bout the things infront of u.
And that time u were so confused and tears began strolling down ur cheeks without any reasons,
wif ur mind were full of things that u also have no idea to explain,
wif ur thoughts keep flashing in ur brain while ur tounge froze,
wif ur brain keep thinking and pondering but u dun noe wat u were thinking
like a computer that has not been defrag for centuries,
wif ur eyes staring at the mirror
and wif ur heart asking ur own image,
"WHO ARE YOU?"
Have u ever feel that?
p/s: some of u might not understand what am i writing all about. i dun really expect u all to really understand it the way i understood .
Even after hours since we finally end our conversation that nite, while my mind still full of old memories since i was primary school and somehow, i felt that i just lost myself. It has nothing to do actually wif my conversation wif Seha, just made it as an intro.
I woke up the next morning and asking myself, "who am I?". The answer is of course not Spiderman! Have you ever felt the way that i feel now? You go on wif ur life and keep going on and keep going on, and one day, you realize that u r not urself. U had lost the real u while everybody besides u are no longer there. Its feel like u always look way forward infront of you and keep looking until u forgot bout the things infront of u.
And that time u were so confused and tears began strolling down ur cheeks without any reasons,
wif ur mind were full of things that u also have no idea to explain,
wif ur thoughts keep flashing in ur brain while ur tounge froze,
wif ur brain keep thinking and pondering but u dun noe wat u were thinking
like a computer that has not been defrag for centuries,
wif ur eyes staring at the mirror
and wif ur heart asking ur own image,
"WHO ARE YOU?"
Have u ever feel that?
p/s: some of u might not understand what am i writing all about. i dun really expect u all to really understand it the way i understood .
Saturday, August 16, 2008
Texas Instrument
This is the video that we create for the Night of Impresarios during our second week. We manage to create this in one night (thnx to the senior whoe was the editor) and i have nothing to say bout it actually. Enjoy watching.
Sunday, July 27, 2008
A month in Seremban MARA College
It has been about a month since the day where i registered as an IB student in Kolej MARA Seremban. it is also has been a month since the last time i wrote an entry to this spectacular blog owned by a spectacular blogger. yet, this spectacular blogger still does not have enuff time n idea to create a new post.
well, lets begin with my new home, Kolej MARA Seremban, where the most antique building called Bangunan Razak (i prefer it to be called Bangunan Nazak), stand proudly on a hill infront of kelana resort. However, as i dun really expect much from this college in the aspects of infrastructures and fascilities, so i were not that suprise to see how "magnifico" this WORLD SCHOOL can be.
yet, all the people around here is so nice to each other even the seniors also never had the intention to perform ragging rituals. well, we are not in high school nymore and if ever raging or bullying happens, then their time management skill wud be really great and i wud undoubtedly admire their skill. Alas, they are not, and they will never achieve that really high standard and we know that none of us will.
the class session began on the 2nd tuesday and my class is called MD41 (medical-dentistry, 4th batch, class 1) which i really enjoy it very much. i had already get to know my male classmates before as there is only 37 male IB students in my batch. we live at the same floor of Blok Farabi, very near to the only female hostel, Blok Aisyah.
well, the class session always starts at 8 and end at 220pm. on the firast and second week, Wajidi and I had a lil bit of diddiculty adapting ourselves as we were so used to the system in MRSM TGB where we have to get up early as morning call starts at 710am. meaning to say, in this beloved world school, we always had prepared and ready to leave the hostel at 705am, although lots of us still lingering around at the bathroom! however, we manage to adapt to this new situation and and for assembly at 315pm, all of us will arrive 10-20 minutes late. haha. afterall, we are male malay students!
all the teachers here is so nice and also friendly.hmm, no idea what to write nymore but i am sure that i will be posting new entries quite soon with other stuffs to be storied. excuszi =)
p/s: as i am in seremban rite now, which is near to KL, i really hope to have a reunion for all my beloved ex-TGBrianz 06/07. however, my hope is still a hope. and to lily, here got a student who look just like u! really!! but i never get chance to know her name! haiz..
well, lets begin with my new home, Kolej MARA Seremban, where the most antique building called Bangunan Razak (i prefer it to be called Bangunan Nazak), stand proudly on a hill infront of kelana resort. However, as i dun really expect much from this college in the aspects of infrastructures and fascilities, so i were not that suprise to see how "magnifico" this WORLD SCHOOL can be.
yet, all the people around here is so nice to each other even the seniors also never had the intention to perform ragging rituals. well, we are not in high school nymore and if ever raging or bullying happens, then their time management skill wud be really great and i wud undoubtedly admire their skill. Alas, they are not, and they will never achieve that really high standard and we know that none of us will.
the class session began on the 2nd tuesday and my class is called MD41 (medical-dentistry, 4th batch, class 1) which i really enjoy it very much. i had already get to know my male classmates before as there is only 37 male IB students in my batch. we live at the same floor of Blok Farabi, very near to the only female hostel, Blok Aisyah.
well, the class session always starts at 8 and end at 220pm. on the firast and second week, Wajidi and I had a lil bit of diddiculty adapting ourselves as we were so used to the system in MRSM TGB where we have to get up early as morning call starts at 710am. meaning to say, in this beloved world school, we always had prepared and ready to leave the hostel at 705am, although lots of us still lingering around at the bathroom! however, we manage to adapt to this new situation and and for assembly at 315pm, all of us will arrive 10-20 minutes late. haha. afterall, we are male malay students!
all the teachers here is so nice and also friendly.hmm, no idea what to write nymore but i am sure that i will be posting new entries quite soon with other stuffs to be storied. excuszi =)
p/s: as i am in seremban rite now, which is near to KL, i really hope to have a reunion for all my beloved ex-TGBrianz 06/07. however, my hope is still a hope. and to lily, here got a student who look just like u! really!! but i never get chance to know her name! haiz..
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